#PreachingToMyself

Blessed are they who keep His statutes and seek Him with all their heart. – Psalm 119:2

“Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,” says the Lord of hosts. – Zechariah 4:6b

God chose who is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong; God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are, so that no human being might boast in the presence of God. – 1 Corinthians 1:27-29

Thus says The Lord to you:
“Do not be afraid nor dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours, but God’s.
You will not need to fight in this battle.  Position yourselves, stand still and see the salvation of the Lord who is with you, O Judah and Jerusalem! Do not fear or be dismayed; tomorrow go out against them, for the Lord is with you.”  – 2 Chronicles 20:15, 17

 

I’m having some outpatient surgery tomorrow.  It is not a big deal, really.  I’ve done a very good job not thinking about it for almost a month.  When someone else mentioned it in concerned tones, I shrugged it off.  Honestly, the worst part of it will be the anesthesia.  So obviously that’s the part I’m getting anxious about today.  My anxiety has been ramping up over the weekend and it was kicking into gear the moment I woke this morning.  And then I read these verses.  And something like peace wrestled its way into my heart and mind.

It’s not magic.  I almost never get an immediate answer.  God never seems to flip a switch for me.  Not even when I was literally drowning.  (I don’t use literally in a figurative sense.  There was riptide, I was pulled under… )  This wrestling, it’s more like what Jacob did all night long.  My stomach starts to clench, and I say to myself “the battle is not yours, but God’s.”  My mind wanders into ridiculous anxiety territory (I should write letters to my kids, in case I die tomorrow) and I stare at the words, “Do not fear or be dismayed; tomorrow… the Lord is with you.”  On a few very rare and special occasions, I believe I have actually heard the voice of God.  But most of the time, this is how God speaks to me – which makes sense, considering the Bible is called God’s Word.

If you only open your Bible in church or if your Bible has sat on the shelf for so long you’re not sure where to look for it, or if you don’t have a Bible, you are missing out.  I’m not saying God can’t or won’t speak to you in some other way – He’s GOD, He is certainly capable of reaching us in any and every way He wants.  He uses dreams or the words of a Pastor or a believing friend, visions, signs, wonders…  yes, certainly, all of these.  But if you feel like you’ve never heard God, (or it’s been a really long time) perhaps you might try reading His Word?  For best results, I highly recommend saying a prayer first – something along the lines of, “God I want to hear from you.  Will you please speak to me through Your Word and grant me ears to hear and a heart to receive what you are saying?” It really isn’t magic, and those aren’t magic words – but God does hear our prayers and I can say with absolute confidence that when we pray in such a way, seeking to hear Him, with no agenda of our own save that of seeing His face, He WILL answer.   (If you don’t have a Bible and can’t afford to buy one right now, here’s some helpful suggestions for how to get a free Bible.)  Then, as you read, if a verse or a passage stands out to you, write it down.  You might not even be sure exactly why it’s striking you in a special way – that’s okay.  Read it a few more times and ask for a heart to receive what you are reading.  And then, let it plant itself in your heart.  You might need those words later in the day or the week.  When you do?  You’ll realize you just heard from God.  He’s speaking – all the time He’s speaking – we just have trouble hearing him over the noise of our lives.

And he said, “Go out and stand on the mount before the Lord.” And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore the mountains and broke in pieces the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind. And after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. And after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire the sound of a low whisper…
– 1 Kings 19:9-18

 

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